i see people lie to each other everyday. they look in each other's eye and lie with the best possible smile of their face. and it confuses me. cause i know these people are in love and you don't lie to people you love. or do you?
i don't know if love is supposed to be true or is it the false promise we promise each other every other day. i don't know if the girl sitting next to me is true to herself cause i watch her pull the sleeves of her cardigan every now and then to hide the scars on her wrists. or if i'm supposed to believe the guy who plays guitar on the corner of the block singing all the happy songs when every night he cries himself to sleep. i don't know if i am supposed to see a couple lie to each other about how amazing their day was when it sucked. i don't know what i am supposed to believe when you tell me that you love me, cause all i've ever seen is that love can make people lie. and i don't know if i am ready to be lied to again. i don't know what love is. i don't if it's looking in someone's eye and telling them how much you love and need them or is it just to be a good liar. so, sorry if i don't trust you when you say those three words, cause the way people play with those words makes me a lil scared that maybe you too are just a great liar with a beautiful face. and i don't think i am supposed to believe you. but i know that i am not supposed to lie to you or myself about how i feel and so maybe i'll wait for you to be as true as you can for me. and maybe for once, i'll know if love is a lie or not.